things on my mind (survey)

Category: Let's talk

Post 1 by Morgan_Lynn (Account disabled) on Sunday, 04-May-2008 1:10:18

I've come to realize that my last kiss was:
short and sweet, but wonderful
I am listening to:
matt on the phone
I talk:
alot lol
I love:
my friends and my life, but mostly my self!
My best friends:
matt, kaitlyn, bianca, andrea, and minh
My first real kiss:
was in 2005 and was wonderful
I hate it when people ask:
why do you still love him?
Love is:
very complicated
Marriage is:
a long ways off for me
Somewhere, someone is thinking:
of me i hope
I'll always:
have room for my first love
I have a crush on:
someone who probably doesnt no, and doesnt cair about me anymore:(
The last time I cried was because:
i missed my ex.
My cell phone:
is really old
When I wake up in the morning:
i am tired.
Before I go to bed:
i allways pray
Right now I am thinking about:
a lot of things
Babies are:
cute but can be anoying
I get on Myspace:
hardly ever facebook is more my thing
Today I:
probably wont do anything
Tonight I:
all so probably wont do anything
Tomorrow it will be:
sunday, may 4th
I really want to...
go to england

Post 2 by SunshineAndRain (I'm happily married, a mom of two and a fulltime college student.) on Saturday, 17-May-2008 3:05:27

I've come to realize that my last kiss was:
short and sweet, but spectacular, just the same.
I am listening to:
My husband's laptop fan
I talk:
When I've got something to say.
I love:
my husband, my son, God, life's treasures, my mom, sunshine in the morning, cool evening summer breezes, rainstorms...
My best friends:
Are hard to find, easy to take for granted, but precious when you find good ones
My first real kiss:
Didn't I already talk about that?
I hate it when people ask:
How do you do that? And it's something anyone can do like get a towel out of the cupboard.
Love is:
very complicated, soul deep and sometimes underestimated
Marriage is:
Something one should treasure and take seriously in every aspect.
Somewhere, someone is thinking:
about the same things that I am... kids, a job, moving somewhere better, their family's health.
I'll always:
Think about how my words and actions will affect my family, and the ones closest to me
I have a crush on:
My one true love, my life-long companion, the father of my precious son, my best friend for life, you figure out the rest.
The last time I cried was because:
i missed my old home in the Bay Area; I was accepted, I could have and fulfill dreams, go places, do things, be myself, build a life for my children.
My cell phone:
is not as accessible as I'd like it to be, but it does the job.
When I wake up in the morning:
i am aware that I've lived another day.
Before I go to bed:
I cuddle up with my blankie and try to think happy thoughts so I can have good dreams; I hate nightmares.
Right now I am thinking about:
a lot of things
Babies are:
precious, inquisitive creatures that God gives us to remind us of innocence long gone in this terrible world.
I get on Myspace:
never; don't have a Myspace
Today I:
Played with my son, worried over nothing, went to dinner with my mom, and then we came back and enjoyed some time together with the baby
Tonight I:
all so probably wont do anything besides sleep.
Tomorrow it will be:
Saturday, May 17th
I really want to...
Move to a better place, have a decent future, raise my son, and any future children, love life even more than I do...

Post 3 by Eleni21 (I have proven to myself and the world that I need mental help) on Saturday, 17-May-2008 14:55:33

I've come to realize that my last kiss was:
Enjoyable. It was a quicky a few minutes ago before my bf left to run an errand.
I am listening to:
Mom on the phone and VoiceOver reading the survey.
I talk:
Way too much.
I love:
Music.
My best friends:
All live away from me, except one who lives in the next town.
My first real kiss:
Was amazing.
I hate it when people ask:
For sex or webcam chat. I have a bf and am not interested and I'm blind, so can't see you anyway! Go away!
Love is:
The most important thing in the world.
Marriage is:
Not for us. Maybe, I'll marry, if I go with someone else, but we're happy the way we are now.
Somewhere, someone is thinking:
What's wrong with this string on my bouzouki?
I'll always:
Love The Gods.
I have a crush on:
Markos Vamvakaris, though it's not really a crush, since he's no longer living and it's not that teenage stuff. I love him and his music very much.
The last time I cried was because:
I almost cried cause
I'm getting off the pill for a month and we have to use condoms again. Annoys me more than him for sure.
My cell phone:
Is in the next room. I'm not glued to it like with my Macbook.
When I wake up in the morning:
I love to kiss my man.
Before I go to bed:
I say my prayers and tell spiros I love him.
Right now I am thinking about:
Maybe, perhaps, doing my Greek lesson! Very bad girl I am!
Babies are:
Beautiful, but not for me right now.
I get on Myspace:
Never. It's not accessible and I like Livejournal anyway. (username is Theophania)
Today I:
Was lazy!
Tonight I:
Need to spend some seriously fun time with my man.
Tomorrow it will be:
Rainy and bad outside. More time for us. *smile*
I really want to...
Learn Greek. But I won't if I keep procrastinating!

Post 4 by Reyami (I've broken five thousand! any more awards going?) on Saturday, 24-May-2008 21:10:25

I've come to realize that my last kiss was:
short and sweet, but wonderful
I am listening to:
The hum of my computer and the occasional person speaking on Ventrilo
I talk:
Some of the time, but not as much as I used to; I’m pretty quiet
I love:
My family, Shaun, my former guide dog who is with me in spirit, life, and my next dog (with whom an emotional bond has already started being built)
My best friends:
Live far away from me.
My first kiss:
was in 2006
I hate it when people ask:
How can you love Shaun; you don’t even know him, and I know they’re speaking about the physical aspect of the relationship. Gurrr!
Love is:
very complicated, but a beautiful thing when you find that special someone.
Marriage is:
A long way off for me, but I do see it in the not-so-distant future. Seven years can certainly go quickly.
Somewhere, someone is thinking;
Of me right now, and he called a while ago just to tell me he loved me and to see how I’m doing.
I'll always:
Remember the time I had with steven, my former guide, but not dwell on what happened to him.
I have a crush on:
Shaun, of course,but it’s more than just a crush. I love him to pieces. *smile*
The last time I cried was because:
I had to open up to my psychologist about what happened to Steven.
My cell phone:
Sucks. Damn, I can’t wait to get a new one. lol
When I wake up in the morning:
The first thought I have is of Shaun.
Before I go to bed:
I take my pill and wait for it to start knocking me out before lying down.
Right now I am thinking about:
Shaun, of course. Lol And meeting my new guide dog.
Babies are:
Beautiful, precious. So what if they cry; that is the only way they know how to vocally communicate until they start babbling.
I get on Myspace:
never
Today I:
slept
Tonight I:
Will definitely speak to shaun, but will take my pill in another hour or so and then crash.
Tomorrow it will be:
Sunday, May twenty-fifth
I really want to...
go to New Zealand

Post 5 by GreenTurtle (Music is life. Love. Vitality.) on Monday, 09-Jun-2008 18:22:55

I've come to realize that my last kiss was: just what I needed to get my day off to a good start
I am listening to: JAWS reading these questions to me, and the air conditioner
I talk: a lot to people I trust, but I know I'm shy when I don't know people.
I love:
my friends, my boyfriend, chocolate, hugs, and relaxing without having to worry too much about what I have to do the next day.
My best friends: are awesome
My first real kiss:
was in 2003, I was only 13, but it was enjoyable
I hate it when people ask: "How many fingers am I holding up?" they do it just to be assholes.
Love is: a lot of work, but always worth it
Marriage is: a lifetime commitment that should be honored and not taken lightly, and something I can piture not too far in the future
Somewhere, someone is thinking: that the world is ending, or something ridiculous like that
I'll always: love music
I have a crush on: my boyfriend, but it goes a lot deeper than that too
The last time I cried was because: I watched the Sixt Sense, that's a sad movie.
My cell phone:
is really old and crappy, and sometimes doesn't have service when I need it the most
When I wake up in the morning: I have to have coffee, I can't start my day without it!
Before I go to bed: I thank God I was blessed to live another day to see my family and friends
Right now I am thinking about:
a lot of things
Babies are: a gift from God, but I'm not ready yet
I get on Myspace: never, that's not for me.
Today I: was bored in class
Tonight I: will talk to my boyfriend and listen to music
Tomorrow it will be: another school day, but not for much longe!
I really want to... go outside, but it's too damn hot

Post 6 by DancingAfterDark (I just keep on posting!) on Monday, 09-Jun-2008 23:21:37

I've come to realize that my last kiss was:
Something I will never, ever forget. Seriously. Ever. Lol.
I am listening to:
My laptop cooling fan thing and me singing.
I talk:
When I feel comfortable enough, which is to say hardly ever.
I love:
My family/friends, purring kittens, writing, sunshine, strawberry smoothies, babies' laughter, thunderstorms, cuddling, Christmas, so many other things.
My best friends:
Are all way too differen to categorize in a single statement like this.
My first kiss:
Is something I try my hardest to forget.
I hate it when people ask:
Why I'm not eating, and then go on to make joking anorexia comments.
Love is:
The movement.
Marriage is:
Overrated and not something that interests me much.
Somewhere, someone is thinking:
Of how annoying a question is on a survey they're taking.
I'll always:
Be changing, so the answer to this question will never stay the same.
I have a crush on:
Your uncle's best friend's brother's girlfriend's hairdresser's cousin.
The last time I cried was because:
I had the worst cramps I've had in years.
My cell phone:
Is awesome, and is sitting on the nightstand beside me.
When I wake up in the morning:
I roll over and go right back to sleep until it's the afternoon.
Before I go to bed:
I'm usually right in the middle of doing something at a ridiculously late hour and am not intending to go to sleep.
Right now I am thinking about:
The mozarella sticks that are waiting for me in the kitchen.
Babies are:
Adorable, as long as they're someone else's responsibility.
I get on Myspace:
Whenever I happen to feel like it. At least once every couple days.
Today I:
Had a headache and went to the mall.
Tonight I:
Will eat the previously mentioned mozarella sticks and hopefully read myself to sleep.
Tomorrow it will be:
Tuesday, June 10, which you would already know if you read when this was posted.
I really want to:
Move out of this house, find some sort of direction in life, see Colin Melloy in concert.

Post 7 by midnight sun (you can't catch me, i'm the palobread man) on Sunday, 22-Jun-2008 21:18:00

I've come to realize that my last kiss was:
a wonderful illusion
I am listening to:
just realized i have music on
I talk:
pretty fast
I love:
my friends. music. singing. spring. feeling free
My best friends:
are the best thing ever to me
My first real kiss:
oh no lets forget about that
I hate it when people ask:
how can you do this or that, talking about little normal things
Love is:
complicated, so so so very very complicated... and confusing, and definitely not something i'm lucky with
Marriage is:
um don't know don't really think of it yet. and who knows if i ever will but for what i've seen, can be a disaster
Somewhere, someone is thinking:
why do i even care? i need sleep. i need a vacation. i'm so lucky for all i have. will i make it? what did i do? why did i do it? will it be ok? i'm proud of you. i love you. i'm so bored. what a full day. are they ok? i'll try again. will i be able to give food to my family tomorrow? i did it! and so so so many other things. what about you?
I'll always:
be here for you no matter what
I have a crush on:
what? who, me?
The last time I cried was because:
it's a long story, and complicated too, and you don't need or care to know. whoever this you is...
My cell phone:
is new
When I wake up in the morning:
when i sleep at night
Before I go to bed:
i give stella a kiss on the head and try to think that tomorrow will be better
Right now I am thinking about:
right now my mind's a complete mess
Babies are:
innocent and hopeful
I get on Myspace:
i don't get on myspace
Today I:
will try again
Tonight I:
will hope for dailight to come soon
Tomorrow it will be:
another chance
I really want to...
say so many things but the words wont come out right. have back some things i lost. make my dreams come true. write. a vacation. have a good needed cry. the messed up situation my friend and i are in to have a good ending

Post 8 by changedheart421 (I've now got the bronze prolific poster award! now going for the silver award!) on Sunday, 22-Jun-2008 23:15:03

I've come to realize that my last kiss was:
long the way I love it

I am listening to:
Tony talking about Joel.

I talk:
a lot but not about my real thoughts hardly ever.

I love:
me, my god, my family, friends, and Wendy.

My best friends:
God, My Mom, Wendy, Becky, and Jason.

My first real kiss:
in 2003. what a good year.

I hate it when people ask:
why do you still love her?

Love is:
Beautiful but causes so much pain.

Marriage is:
Never In My Future.

Somewhere, someone is thinking:
of me and what we lost.

I'll always:
Miss you and wonder how you are.

I have a crush on:
No One there is only one really for me.

The last time I cried was because:
I am hurting inside.

My cell phone:
is cool.

When I wake up in the morning:
I wonder about my x, then scream because I overslept, put on some 80's, and get ready for work.

Before I go to bed:
i allways pray, hope that the lords wakes me tomorrow, and work on the comp.

Right now I am thinking about:
how crazy alley is.

Babies are:
cute but can be anoying.

I get on Myspace:
once or twice a week.

Today I:
got up at 12, talked on the phone, and came to work.

Tonight I:
will go home, read, and play online until I get tired.

Tomorrow it will be:
Blue Monday.

I really want to...
go to the beach.

Post 9 by Miss Gorgeous (I'm going for the prolific poster awards!) on Sunday, 06-Jul-2008 16:59:43

I've come to realize that my last kiss was:
Really good, but ended pretty quickly.

I am listening to:
The people at my house talking. There’s occasionally a party at my house.

I talk:
About lots of different things.

I love:
Chocolate

My best friends:
Monique, Izzy, Melissa, Kaycee, Araceli, Brandi, Lyn, Janelle, Marry, Erika, Marilou, and Rachelle.

My first real kiss:
February 12, 2005 on my 18th Birthday.

I hate it when people ask:
Why are you still single?

Love is:
Crazy

Marriage is:
A complicated subject to talk about.

Somewhere, someone is thinking:
Of me and all the good times we had.

I'll always:
Love you no matter what.

I have a crush on:
Lots of hot celebrities, gorgeous actors, and models.

The last time I cried was because:
There were too many things going on all at the same time. I don’t know which problem to solve first.

My cell phone:
Takes a long time before it runs out of battery which is really great.

When I wake up in the morning:
I think about what I have to do for the day, take a short nap and let the alarm clock annoy me for five more minutes before I get up.

Before I go to bed:
I make sure that everything is neat.

Right now I am thinking about:
You

Babies are:
Cute and adorable, but can be a big responsibility if you don’t know what your doing.

I get on Myspace:
Ones a day to check messages, reply to messages, edit my layout, and add some songs on my profile play list.

Today I:
Went to church with my family, ate lunch at a Chinese restaurant, and bought myself 3 pairs of shoes from TJ Maxx.

Tonight I:
I will read a book and go to bed.

Tomorrow it will be:
Another summer day spent working the whole day.

I really want to...
Be August so that I can move out.

Post 10 by Siriusly Severus (The ESTJ 1w9 3w4 6w7 The Taskmaste) on Monday, 19-Jan-2009 2:42:31

I've come to realize that my last kiss was:
nonexistent
I am listening to:
Jaws
I talk:
philosophically and about society a lot. I also give very long and precise replies. I like to rant too.
I love:
Self, ego, living, capitalism, friends, man, philosophy, psychology, happiness and maturity
My best friends:
Luz and Jenna
My first real kiss:
Never
I hate it when people ask:
Stupid questions, that’s illogical to ask
Love is:
A matter of values, and sharing them. Your love is when your values and the other’s values match.
Marriage is:
A union of two
Somewhere, someone is thinking:
Is realizing how philosophy is important
I'll always:
Think rationally
I have a crush on:
nobody
The last time I cried was because:
Nobody cared for my idea’s and had to open hostilities
My cell phone:
Is my cellphone
When I wake up in the morning:
Tell myself that I can do it.
Before I go to bed:
I always check the time
Right now I am thinking about:
This survey and focusing on it, so I can give the real answers, and not the half decent ones.
Babies are:
Rather entertaining and parents have to learn not to shout at them.
I get on Myspace:
never
Today I:
Went to church, whent to eat at a argentine restaurant, did a little homework, checked my e-mail, and been on the zone most of the day.
Tonight I:
Will probably do more homework
Tomorrow it will be:
Martain Luther King’s day, Monday January 19, 2009
I really want to...
Be successful, be an elitist, and rise to the top.

Post 11 by TheAsianInvasion (The Zone's invader) on Friday, 23-Jan-2009 0:46:05

I've come to realize that my last kiss was:
With a family member
I am listening to:
music
I talk:
sometimes lol
I love:
my Family, friends and life
My best friends:
Ian, Minh, another Minh, May, Morgayne, Sarrah,Laura, Dung, Jewell,
My first real kiss was
about 10 minutes aftir I was born, I think
I hate it when people ask:
? how do you get dressed if your blind?
Love is:
very complicated
Marriage is:
a long ways off for me
Somewhere, someone is thinking:
Not of me, but somewhere, there's always someone that does
I'll always:
have a special place for my first love
I have a crush on:
someone who probably doesnt no, and doesnt cair about me anymore:(
The last time I cried was because:
i missed my ex.
My cell phone:
doesn't exist
When I wake up in the morning:
i am tired.
Before I go to bed:
i allways pray
Right now I am thinking about:
a lot of things
Babies are:
cute
I get on Myspace:
hardly ever
Today I:
probably wont do anything
Tonight I:
other than homework, probably wont do anything
Tomorrow it will be:
Friday, January twenty-third
I really want to...
go to sleep

Post 12 by Mlynwei (Last word? Gimmie the first!) on Sunday, 01-Feb-2009 9:00:12

Lol, out of sheer bordom...

I've come to realize that my last kiss was:
A Hershey one
I am listening to:
Jaws trying to sing
I talk:
And nothing good ever comes of it.
I love:
Jalapenos. And jeans.
My best friends:
Are insane. No wonder we get along so well...
My first real kiss was
In the park, when I was 6, funny story...
I hate it when people ask:
When my first real kiss was
Love is:
Not worth the bullshit you’re put through because of it.
Marriage is:
Currently on sale at your local Walmart!
Somewhere, someone is thinking:
Boy that nutcase Leele’s hilarious! Lol, in my dreams…
I'll always:
Remember the first time I did a backflip. And remind myself to never try that again…
I have a crush on:
My sister’s friend’s ex’s dog’s ChewToy
The last time I cried was because:
My eyes were killing me!
My cell phone:
Can’t holda charge worth a damn!
When I wake up in the morning:
I roll over and curse the barking dogs outside my door.
Before I go to bed:
I fire up the Bookport and wish for a VR Stream
Right now I am thinking about:
That Rob Zombie song, More Human.
Babies are:
Loud as hell
I get on Myspace:
Once every decade or so.
Today I:
Am worried
Tonight I:
Am awake again
Tomorrow it will be:
Rent time! Yay…
I really want to...
Have freaky sex dreams about aliens. And maybe learn to fly.

Post 13 by Reyami (I've broken five thousand! any more awards going?) on Tuesday, 03-Feb-2009 3:39:47

update;
i'm no longer dating the person I had said I loved in responding to this survey. So, guess I'll take it again ...

Post 14 by Reyami (I've broken five thousand! any more awards going?) on Tuesday, 03-Feb-2009 3:43:22

Ah, fuck it. This isn't working ...

Post 15 by cumbiambera2005 (i just keep on posting!) on Saturday, 07-Feb-2009 7:28:33

Oh wow! Finally a survey I didn't fill out! Lol!
I've come to realize that my last kiss was:
Well, I dont remember my last kiss exactly, but I imagine it was sort of quick, and well, it could have been many things...
I am listening to:
Jaws read this to me.
I talk:
Too much, sometimes! Lol!
I love:
A lot of things! Lol!
My best friends:
Are great!
My first real kiss:
Was scary...lol!
I hate it when people ask:
Why do you still talk to him?
Love is:
Quite complex indeed!
Marriage is:
A big thing you should think about first...it is not a playtoy!
Somewhere, someone is thinking:
That they don't want to wake up,, and I would like to go to sleep but cant now...too late! Lol!
I'll always:
Love music
I have a crush on:
Crush? Hmmm I guess.
The last time I cried was because:
Well, I don't remember...
My cell phone:
Has not rung in a while...oh yeah earlier when Mike called...forgot lol!
When I wake up in the morning:
That is a long way off for me!
Before I go to bed:
I check my email.
Right now I am thinking about:
Packing.
Babies are:
Cute! Mmmm I love babies! :)
I get on Myspace:
Only when i have to.
Today I:
am going out of town! Yay I guess! I love to travel!
Tonight I:
will hopefully be hanging out with new people.
Tomorrow it will be:
A long day.
I really want to...
Go to sleep I guess.

Post 16 by ILoveS33 (my ISP would be out of business if it wasn't for this haven I live at) on Thursday, 12-Feb-2009 6:07:39

1. My last kiss was: From a wonderful man, but strictly on the cheek because he's engaged. Now if that's not a bitch, I don't know what is! Lol.
2. I'm listening to: Law & Order.
3. I talk: Definitely gonna have to go with "alot" to! Lol.
4. I love: People.
5. My friends: Depends on how you describe "friends". If we're talking "best friend" who I can see because they live in the same state as I do, there's only one friend. Online friends, I have more, but I usually don't feel as close to them.
6. My first real kiss: I stole, from that same man who's engaged. It was after the concert, & I was walking behind him with my arms around his waist. He had his shirt off & I just leaned in & went for it!
7. Question I hate being asked:
"Why do you look like that? Were you burned? In a car accident? Did your parents beat you?"
8. Love is: Fucking beautifully tragic, or tragically beautiful.
9. Marriage is: A sham, created to lull children into a sense of safety & security until it falls apart. Optomistically, on my good days, it's a great institution, but will I ever be a part of it, I dunno.
10. Somewhere, someone is thinking: "I wish she'd just die already. I'm sick of her burdening me with her crap."
Or: "I wonder if she'll make it out to our next gig? I really love seeing her there."
11. I'll always: I don't know. Always implies that things never change, & never implies that things never happen. Always & never are like two fixed realities. I guess, I'll always love people, even when they walk on me.
12. I have a crush on: Her, him, them. Who knows.
13. The last time I cried was: Because my Doggie Daughter Gracie died in my arms. Her paws were reflexively clutching at me & her head seemed to spin like that movie the exorcist. I will probably be haunted by it for a long time to come.
14. My cellphone: Don't have one.
15. When I wake up in the morning: I am exhausted, like I didn't sleep at all.
16. Before I go to bed: I say goodnight to Gracie, I pray & I leave the TV on to blot out my thoughts.
17. Right now I am: Wondering why I allow myself to go so deep whenever I answer one of these survey things. It's bad for me.
18. Babies are: Life savers. They remind you of everything that's good in the world. They give you a reason to live, a reason to fight to change things so they can inheret a better tomorrow.
19. I get on myspace: Sometimes a lot, sometimes not.
20. Today: I will do what I did yesterday, & the day before that, & the day before that, & the week before that, & the month before that, & the year before that.
Sit in my room watching Law & Order reg, CI & SVU. Read a magazine, listen to a book on tape, & wait for bedtime.
21. Tonight: I will call Sharon to find out about when I can pick up Sable who won't look like Grace to others, but will probably feel like her to me, since she's also a CockerSpaniel.
22. Tomorrow will be: Friday, Febuary 13.
23. I really want to. . . Depends. Move forward or stay where I am, get revenge on the people who hurt me or just walk away, live or commit suicide. It's ever-changing.

Post 17 by Reyami (I've broken five thousand! any more awards going?) on Thursday, 12-Feb-2009 6:30:20

Okay, I guess it did work. Here are my updated responses.

I've come to realize that my last kiss was:
short and sweet, but wonderful
I am listening to:
The hum of my computer, music, and the other end of a Skype call
I talk:
Some of the time, but not as much as I used to; I’m pretty quiet
I love:
My family, my former guide dog who is with me in spirit, life, and my next dog (with whom an emotional bond is constantly growing)
My best friends:
Live far away from me.
My first kiss:
was in 2006
I hate it when people ask:
“May I pet your dog”
Love is:
very complicated, but a beautiful thing when you find that special someone.
Marriage is:
A long way off for me, but I do see it in the not-so-distant future.
Somewhere, someone is thinking;
About eating lunch
I'll always:
Remember the time I had with steven, my former guide, but not dwell on what happened to him.
I have a crush on:
Someone, but that’s for me to know but you to find out.
The last time I cried was because:
I had to open up to a psychologist about what happened to Steven.
My cell phone:
Has been put in the box, and it is going to stay there.
When I wake up in the morning:
I turn on my laptop because going back to sleep is impossible.
Before I go to bed:
I take a bath.
Right now I am thinking about:
A lot of things …
Babies are:
Beautiful, precious. So what if they cry; that is the only way they know how to vocally communicate until they start babbling.
I get on Myspace:
never
Today I:
Will be going to school.
Tonight I:
Will be sleeping at around eight or so.
Tomorrow it will be:
Friday, February thirteenth. Watch out for those black cats …
I really want to...
travel abroad one day

Post 18 by bozmagic (The rottie's your best friend if you want him/her to be, lol.) on Thursday, 12-Feb-2009 20:44:48

I've come to realize that my last kiss was:
Very emmotional. I was saying goodbye to Kris in his parents car before we both went our separate ways nearly 6 weeks ago *howls*
I am listening to:
Jaws 9, lol.
I talk: about nothing but Kris or our favourite Rottie, Boz.
I love:
my best friends Kris and Kay.
My best friends: Kay, Kris, Becky, Zoe, Adam M and Adam T.
My first real kiss:
Was in November 2008 till January 2009..
I hate it when people ask:
Why don't you two live in each others pockets? Our answer: well, we don't need to do we? We like our own space sometimes.
Love is:
Oo! Absolutely magical, unbelievable, wonderful, blissful.
Marriage is:
Deffinitely on the cards methinks!
Somewhere, someone is thinking:
I love you! I wish you were here with me.
I'll always:
Love Kris as long as we both shal live.
I have a crush on:
why, Kris of course. That's basically how we got together, through his podcasts and when we were introduced by my best friend Kay online.
The last time I cried was because: well, mum's giving me a very hard time about mine and Kris's relationship and organising my whole f***ing life for me, so I haven't really stopped howling on and off for the past 6 weeks almost, since I got home after we parted company in his parents car on that awful Monday morning as he started his new job.
My cell phone:
Is a somewhat scratched and, battered and somewhat nackered 3-year-old Nokia N70, lol.
When I wake up in the morning:
i am tired, I'm drained and also very emmotional as I miss Kris a hell of a lot which also hurts like hell, both emmotionally and physically, no kidding.
Before I go to bed:
I feed my face, down several cans or a capuccino, no, those don't keep me awake, though you'd think they would, being a form of milky frothy coffee and think loads of nice, happy thoughts, these days, about mine and Kris's future before sleep overtakes me.
Right now I am thinking about:
a lot of things
Babies are: Cute, drop the dead blimming gorgeous, most of the time. Other times, they can be right little shits, horrible little buggers, especially if they're the property of parents who have no idea where they came from, let alone how to control them in public, lol.
I get on Myspace:
Don't even go there! I hate it, its bor'r'ring! facebook is more my thing
Today I:
will spend 10 hours or more on Skype with about an hour and a half's break when mum and I'll go round my Grandparents place for drinks and our weekly chat/catch up.
Tonight I:
will have a nice soaky bath/lobster pot and I'll be on Skype with Kris and hopefully I'll get to say hello to Boz again, Aw'w'w'w! bless them both!
Tomorrow it will be:
Saturday, Valentines day 2009 and I won't be with Kris in person *howls*
I really want to...
Marry Kris, give him the son and daughter, Emilia Grace and Mckenzie George Borris, the children I've always wanted since I was tiny myself, lol, plus our own Rottweiler, named Enya after Kris's parents Rottie, Boz's favourite singer, aw'w'w bless im and bless her when we unwrap her on Christmas morning or even on my Birthday in years to come. lol.

Jen.